2c-i
The drug was not what I expected. It was great though.
I had just gotten off work, ran home to drop off my check, went to the bank to get some cash, and went to the park to pick up some weed.
I broke my toe in the park, I was climbing the tree and when I had gotten down, I didn’t realize the protruding root right under where my left foot was, and landed on it in the worst way for my poor second toe on my left foot.
I went back to Dave’s and told Helen to come over, because we felt like watching a movie (she convinced me not to go climbing and to just rest and have her come over and watch a movie, as I had only slept 3 hours the past night.
Dave and Haydee were hanging out inside as I came in and settled down, not realizing how bad the injury was at the time, just figuring I’ll get over the shitty pain, and that I should just ignore it. They were just kind of sitting around listening to music, and then Helen comes over. She plays with the camera for a little bit, and then we lay down and cuddle, as I have been laying down the whole time, and simply felt like cuddling. Helen was being shy, as she usually is when other people are around. Then Dave pulls out the 2c-i.
I knew he had it, but didn’t know if he was going to pull it out. He did, and offered it to Haydee, and she took it. He offered some to me at first, but I didn’t want to deal with the pain of snorting it, because it always made my nose hurt so much after it, and I felt like it wouldn’t be worth it. He said he’d put it in water, and I said I would take it in that case, and just wait for the effect to set in. Surprisingly Helen agreed to take it in the same way, after being offered, so she administered the drug to herself a few minutes after I did. I also in the end decided to snort a little bit anyways, just so that I have something to feel before the hit starts to be digested in my body, as I had to go hang out with Jason later in the night (the reason I bought the pot). I remember complaining of the great pain in my nose, it actually made my eyes water for a bit, and Helen would wipe the tears off that I was just ignoring until they stopped leaking. I guess I have weak sinuses, but I would play around and act like I was actually cry, which seemed to entertain everyone. Then the pain started to fade.
I first started to feel a little tense in the shoulder and neck area, but I was also starting to feel tingly once it really started to kick in from the water I mixed it with. The sudden effects from the small bit that I inhaled were the ones that had the strongest grip on me at first, the crazy thoughtfulness, and the such great detachment from what I am doing that I absent-mindedly am completing my task, often make mistakes, and vocalize the silliness of my mistakes (granted that I catch myself in the middle of them.
Music sounded amazing, I just craved any kind of music as the night went on. Starting from the initial hit, I was choosing songs like crazy, making a big queue so that every song would be something I specifically chose so that I might experience those songs on this drug. Worth the patience, worth the effort.
Helen and I kept cuddling so much. I remember her complaining that she was hot, and I asked if she wanted me to move away, and she kept quickly saying no. So we kept cuddling. It felt great to feel the warmth of another person against me, and it was nice that we were familiar with cuddling with each other as well.
I remember thinking that time was passing way too slowly to make sense.
Joseph came over and put some weed in the vape, and we started passing it around. Helen doesn’t smoke, so the other four of us were just sitting around hitting it when she finally decides to hit the vape. She has a hard time hitting it at first, so I take hits and pass them onto her so that she can get the effects of it as well.
We all only get to take a few hits, because I tell them that it is time for me to go meet Jason. I kiss Helen and tell everyone goodbye, pick up my camera, cigarettes, and pot, and make my way to Jason’s house. The music was amazing, but then I realized that I had considerable trouble concentrating, so I made sure and reminded myself that it was just a short car ride and that I would be alright from there; no more driving.
I get to Jason’s house, and make sure and tell him that I have done this drug, and how it will most likely affect me around a larger group, just to give him an idea of why I might be acting a tad bit different from normal, but he said that he would have had no idea that I was on any other drug at the time, which was rather reassuring.
We drive to his friend’s house, which were all his buddies from work that he really likes. Everyone there came from a similar demographic from me, so I had an easy time identifying with them and getting along, Jason actually texted me commenting on how well I was getting along around them. We drink a beer, I smoke a cigarette and we all sit around and talk, and then his older neighbor comes over and asks to get some weed, so we get cigars to smoke them out of and all get ready to smoke. We all move to his neighbor’s backyard and I bring my camera, and we all start smoking blunts and taking pictures.
I remember feeling very suffocated by the feeling of the 2c-i setting in in full effect, I was actually very surprised that I was getting along so well while dealing with this internal struggle with my overwhelming amounts of sensation coming in. I was texting Helen, and she was apparently feeling the effects of the drug even stronger than I was. She was hallucinating, and feeling extremely tingly. I confided in her that I really wanted to have sex at the time, and she responded saying “You just read my mind,” which I found extremely amusing.
I manage to stay cool, but as I get higher from the marijuana, I start to feel more and more hungry, and just as it starts to get overwhelming it is time for us to leave the backyard. We go into the front, and people start to thin out. Jason and I declare that we are hungry and are going to go to Taco Bell to grab some grub. We do so, 14 tacos and 6 cheesesticks as our meal, and go back to the house. Everyone is leaving from the house by then, so we have to eat this all by ourselves, and just then I offer Dave’s house as a place to go. We go to Dave’s, and all start to hang out as I start to load a bowl in the bong. Jason at first feels kind of uncomfortable, but starts to loosen up over time.
We all get really high, and have almost nothing to do, but I am so easily amused by everything that it doesn’t matter, and I’m not the only one amused by everything as well. We watch the cat act weird and then stupid, and I point out that I am still under the influence of the drug. It is 2 in the morning, and I took the drug around 8 at night. But it was a lot more stable than it had been before, and was much more manageable. Even Helen said that she had finally calmed down from the intense feeling she was getting from it.
Eventually Jason left, claiming he was tired. David fell asleep, he had to leave for Austin at 6:45 the next morning (even though he didn’t leave until 7:15 anyways).
It was just me. I was still feeling some of the residual effects of the 2c-i, but was mostly just high and super relaxed. I felt like it was time to sleep at about 3ish, and finally gave in to my will, and slept.
Great night.
